Mistakes

I believed that
there lots of magnificent people said about this
" Everyone makes mistakes, neither human or god."
It is easy to say we should admit our mistakes
but it is hard to do it.
(Like me)

I am scared to make mistakes
I tried to avoid myself from making mistakes
BUT that's is already a huge mistake for me
It gives me lots of bad experiences in my early life

In primary school,
I tried to make friends with the people around me
because I had wrong communication technique
ended up with nobody wanted to be friend with me
which is lonely and a scar

for a young kid
That's when I started to be very afraid to make mistakes

As moving on to secondary school,
to be honest
I maybe too cautious
then it led to another mistakes
I was been misunderstood as a person who suffered stress.
(Even though in my opinion, the personality of that person said on me was worse than me)
At the same time,
I missed some of the fun stuffs in the earlier years

I was glad that I went to intercultural program
so that I was able to open my mind
and started to try to admit my mistake

Even recently
again I do not have the confidence
 try out the Physics Past Year Question

as I do not want to see any flaws after answering
which I had lots of it most of the time

For me,
all of my Physics concepts
had messed up by my lecturer and myself

I also do aware that memorizing is not a way of study,
but it may be the only way for me to pass this subject.

Until yesterday,
my classmates encouraged me to try out and make mistakes on it
And
On the same day
I was inspired by a speaker's speech
which coincidentally with the title "Mistakes" .

From that moment on,
I had to keep remind myself
that
" Making mistakes is not a shame, what the most shameful thing is you do not try it."

Because as my age growing,
my arrogant rising up with this "fear of mistakes"

THEREFORE,
LET US TOGETHER
TO MAKE SOME MISTAKES,
TO ADMIT THESE MISTAKES,
& TO LEARN FROM MISTAKES.

QUOTATION FROM THE GREATS

"Constant effort & frequent mistakes are the stepping stones to genius."

 - Elbert Hubbard

"You're not a failure if you don't make it. You're a success because you tried."

-Susan Jeffers