War Between Optismism & Pessimism

WAR DIARY

"Today is 4 November, 2013, Monday, I currently preparing for my Maths Paper 6 which will be held on tomorrow. To be honest, I am kinda confident that I will score it well. What do I worry the most is my Physics Paper 2, which will be held 3 days after tomorrow's paper. I am very scared and anxious about what should I with my Physics. What I felt was like neither ways that I did would let me even to pass the subject. This dark cloud grew bigger and bigger, and it started to effect my confidence on other things. Even though my friends told me that everything is gonna be fine, it doesn't make me feel better.... :( "

I am now in the line of equality,

on my left, there is optimism,

(where everything is going to be fine and easy)

on my right, there is pessimism,

(where I may failed my Physics papers)

Actually it seen

I am slapping myself with my own hand

Because

I was given a speech on previous Toastmasters Meeting

" Be optimistic, Not pessimistic"

and I am thinking pessismistically

about my Physics papers now.

(Therefore, I guess this is the continuation of this title.)

When you first stepped into pessimism,

it was like quick sand.

It is deadly and slowly to effect

from mental to physical.

But then,

there must be a force,

(something alike with Newton's 3rd  Law)

it may be diminished,

 yet it still keep certain part of you to the optimism part.

And that's when

the war between them

HAD BEGUN

Being in between these two different mindset

makes you to be indecisive

For example,

"You wish to study abroad as you think that it can change your life, to have a better future."

"In the other hand, you may start questioning about this idea."

" How much I am going to pay off for this better life, is it worthy? Is it really makes any differences?"

Hows and Whys kept on flowing out

In the end,

your decision that made become an uncertainty

 Secondly,

people who were in between this grey region

they life may became more boring

" At first, you thought that you should buy a video game"

" to add an option for your daily entertainment."

" but you didn't buy it, just because worry that you may be overplayed and effect your grades."

However,

what is the problem about this situation was,

even you didn't buy the video game at all,

Was it 100% sure that you get better grade?

Are you still happy when you get good scores?

Everything must has its pros and cons

you have the rights to concern

yet you have to concern one thing

" If I do this, will I be happy in the future for long term?"

(Even though is a fact that playing video game is not long term happiness XP)

"Will I regret about my choices?"

TO WIN THIS WAR,

THE ONLY THING YOU SHOULD DO IS

ALWAYS PUT YOURSELF

IN AN INSPIRING AND POSITIVE ENVIRONMENT

AVOID YOURSELF

FROM EXCESS & UNNECESSARY WORRIES

BE READY

To TRY, TRY, TRY

If you failed on this time,

keep moving on

cause the next time that waiting for you

could be a SUCCESS

It's been a long time since I posted with some Glee songs, hope you guys feel motivated by hearing today's songs.

Hey Jude-Beatles

Here Comes The Sun- Beatles